Its getting hard for you to hold on...But this time, I wont give up. - Fan Request #3

Yes, I've made mistakes and yes, I've given you reason to leave.
But you held on, for some reason you held on.
I make mistakes, my love is faulty
but i'm learning, I'm learning from you, I'm learning for you.
I could spend my whole life learning....
Learning what it is to love unconditionally.
especially if it meant that one day I'd be loving you and we'd be happy.
I know where we are, I know it's the edge...
I know it's easier to fall now than it was when we fell in Love.
But I also know that we are beautiful. And if beauty was meant to be, then so be it.

This skin I've got on, it doesn't allow anything to enter or to encroach.
But you, you fought no battle to get past these walls.
You just strolled in. Like the walls fell at your command.
Days passed and I had to acknowledge that you are definitely a force.
A force that blew my heart away, that swept my feet of the ground.
Your hands are growing shaky, they seem unsure and they don't hold me like they used to before.
But i wanna hold them and I'll hold them tight,
Because we wouldn't have come this far if there wasn't something we were heading towards.

And here I am, begging you to stay, to hold on,
don't drop me, I might not stop falling.
Dont give up on me. I'm not giving up on this.
If you leave now, those walls will go up again.
And they'll never fall, not even when I want them to.
You hold a key, a key to the innermost part of me.
To the most vulnerable piece of my soul.
And I could trust no one but you with it.
so please, don't leave, don't be blind to whats in front of you.
If only you could see what I see...
I see us defining forever, I see us personifying 'Always'.

Space

If space is what you want.
You don't need to fight for it. Take it.
I'll give you all the space you need.
Space to think, Space to heal, Space to breathe.
I want nothing more than for you to be happy.
Let that space be your playground to meet new people, to make new friends and to build new relationships.
Space is what you wanted. Use it well.
Dont let the enemy into your space. Choose your friends well.
Remember what you stand for and don't settle for anything less than that.
This space was given to you because you wanted it.
I wouldn't be the one to stay away so long otherwise.
I'm watching from a distance, watching your step,
praying everyday that this space you wanted is enough and more for you.
From a distance I'm praying that you'll want me back in that space one day.
From a distance I'm hoping you miss me enough to allow me back in.
I'm longing for the day you no longer feel the need for that space and we can go back to what we were.
Go back to where we were....together.
But then again, God forbid,
You might fill that space up with someone, replacing me,
And that..That would just break me....